im really down about my looks today, i really hate everything about myself. I just want to feel beautiful. i want to have bigger eyes, a less round face, beautiful cheekbones, green eyes, tan skin, perfect thin and dark eyebrows, ugh i just want to change everything and im not even going to get into my body. UGHHH

Anonymous asked: sdlfajs you're so pretty! :33

i hope you seriously know, you just made my whole entire day, thank you so much! :)

I remember the first day i came
to your house after about a week or two of talking on facebook, my mom dropped me off and i knocked on your door, i didnt want to be awkward so i smiled and waved while looking at you for the first time, you smiled and let me in. I remember walking into your house so nervous, we walking into your room and the first thing i noticed was all of your posters and your keyboard, i thought you had the coolest room. I asked you to teach me something on the keyboard, so you tought me a little bit of imagine and i was just thinking the whole time that it was the cutest thing. We decided to watch a movie, and since you didnt have a tv at the time, we watched it on youe computer. We put in superbad and sat on your bed and we were oh so awkward but i wasnt nervous anymore. Your mom called you out of the room and when you came back you finally made a move, you put your head on my shoulder! After superbad we wanted to watch another movie, we watched Due Date and i wanted to start it but so did you, so we both ran to the computer chair but you ended up winning and i ended up falling, i ended up sitting on the floor the whole movie and you ended up holding me in the chair, it was so awakward but cute. You kept pulling my head back like you were going to kiss me but just looked at me. You were so cute. I was cold so i took a swearshirt, The black one with the purple monster symbol on it. It was getting late and i was going to sleep at my cousins up the street so you walked me half way, In that empty parking lot, durring that dark cold night we hugged so tightly and the butterflies came, we kissed. It was perfect. The first day i met you was so perfect. I walked the rest of the way to my cousins with a smile on my face, running into her room so excitied, telling her everything and then i got a message from you. “you were so cute tonight” i stupidly asked you if we were talking and you said yes. Soon, March 13th, 2012 we became boyfriend and girlfriend and since that day, i have fallen so much in love with you. Youre my best friend. My whole entire world and i knew you would be right when i looked at you through the glass door. You are my everything and i couldnt imagine my life with you. Thank you so much for staying by my side for the last year and couple months. You are my forever.